Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end?

Hi people!!
Yeah, the worst day of the week is OVER!! I had three exams today, incredible that I'm still alive!
So this will probably be the last entry this term, 'cause I'm not sure if I'll have time to write any more the following days. Ah, by the way, many people have told me that they've tried to write some comments in my blog and that they couldn't post them! How can this be? Teachers, help us please!
Hmm, what can I tell you today? That yesterday was Tuesday (very good, jenny!) and so I watched Desperate Housewives, like every week. The third season has just started and it's actually getting more interesting day by day. This series is like and addiction, trust me...
And about the way I've felt these days? It's quite difficult to describe... I've started thinking again about someone who was an incredible friend of mine once. Yes, we could say that he was more than this.
Well, he's still something like a "friend" for me but one thing happened to us that broke our relationship. I mean, it happened something between us, that made us decide that it'll be better if we distanced a little from each other. The fact is that now I miss him a lot, and I miss everything that was between us once.
My feelings for him are quite difficult to explain, I don't even understand myself... I only know that I don't like how the situation is at the moment, and I think that the best thing would be talking to him.
I haven't told anyone about this, don't know why I am writing this in my blog... I must be crazy!

Leave you already ok?
byeeee
xxx

Hi there!

Well today is Saturday and I'm very, very tired... Yesterday I went to the dinner that I told you and I came back quite late. I couldn't sleep really good because of this fu***ng (sorry) tramuntana which seems that will never stop blowing. I couldn't play tennis either this mornig, so I stood up early for nothing...
The dinner wasn't anything exceptional honestly... Moreover it was incredibly expensive!!
25 € for that kind of food they gave us was definitely too much for a poor student like me >.<
A part from that, it wasn't bad there. We didn't have what people call "a lot of fun" but it wasn't boring either.
As soon as I arrived to the restaurant with my friends (we were 15 minutes late... ehem..), they started to call the names of the winners to give them their prizes. And babies, I won a cup!! ^O^ I really wasn't expecting that, and I actually didn't even know that I had won. (have to say that the organisation wasn't very good this time, so I didn't know that all the matches I had to play were played...)
Ok, what else can I tell ya? Oh yes, I was just surfing the net to book a flight to Germany for this Summer. I will surely travel there on June the 20th or so, and stay there for a week or two.
After that, one of my best friends, Nathalie (I think I told you about her once) is going to travel back to Spain with me. I'm sure we'll have a great time!
So I'll have to sit down and organize some things for her, like a trip to Barcelona, for example, because she has never been there. So I'll be something like a tourist-gide for her ^-^ Hope that everything works well...
About the picture... I took it a few months ago. My mum says that it looks like heaven is on fire. What do you think?
Okay, I have to leave you already.
Bye bye!!
xxx

Hi there!
The terrible week of exams is FINALLY over!!!!! I cannot describe how happy I feel... I know next week we've still got exams but they're luckily not as difficult as History or Philosophy. Really, this last week has been so terrible for me... On Tuesday or Wednesday I didn't even recognize myself, I felt so bad! You'll probably have taken notice of it, because my two last entrys have been very, I don't know... maybe sad, pessimistic. Now that I've read them again I've seen that I actually wrote very different than I normally do. Highschool is driving us mad!! Anyway, don't want to talk about it now. The fact is that I'm much better and I feel like, I don't know... so free! hahaha...
The only thing which is annoying me a lot at the moment is this terrible wind outside. Can't believe it! This aren't good conditions to play tennis or to go out... Oh dear! But I think we're gonna try to go to the club. Maybe we're able to play.
Tonight I'll go to a dinner with the people from my tennis club, because it's the end of the "Winter Tournament" and they're gonna give cups to the winners. I hope that this year it will be as nice as last year, 'cause I remember we had a lot of fun! Sorry, I must say goodbye already. I'm in a hurryyyy..!
See you!!
xxx

Hi there,

I haven't got many things to say today, not many things happened to me this week.
I'm sure that I mustn't say anything 'bout the way I feel, 'cause I'm more or less in the same situation than every Batxillerat student at the moment: stressed, tired, and fed up with everything.
I'm slowly notising that I often do too many things at the same time, and that's gonna kill me if I continue like this... It's not very easy for me to find a free minute or simply to relax, to free my mind or so. If I've got work (specially exams), I cannot stop worrying about it; and this is a very (VERY) bad thing, believe me.
Anyway, I'm also realising that many people just don't understand me, many people which I thought they knew me.
I know that I shouln't say or think these things, but I really don't know what's happening to me. Maybe it's true what many people tell me, I need to calm down, see all this school-world with different eyes...
But hey, the week is ending and the exams too... I'm sure that as soon as we've finished them I'll feel much better. Well, WE ALL will feel much better, right?

See ya my babies, and good luck with your exams!!! xxx

As we lie beneath the stars
We realize how small we are
If they could love like you and me
Imagine what the world could be

If everyone cared and nobody cried
If everyone loved and nobody lied
If everyone shared and swallowed their pride
We'd see the day when nobody died

Okay, my babies, today a short post, 'cause many people told me that I always write too much and that they are too lazy to read everything. (incredible...)
Anyway, what a terrible week! I'm so extremly tired, really. I don't know if I'll be able to stand two more weeks with this stress.
This last days have really been very hard for me. Don't really know what's happening to me but I feel like something in my live has got to make a change, an IMPORTANT change. Yes, I cannot continue with this daily and weekly routine... Maybe I'm sometimes just too hard working, and I see everything worse than it is.
Maybe I just need holidays... and yes, people, I need them definitely very, very soon!
I think everyone of us is missing the hotter days, even if this Winter was quite different than others.
Anyway, don't want to complain so much, you know me ;-) I mean, hey, tomorrow is already Friday and the weekend arrives! Honestly, time is going by very quickly, and even more because I don't really take notice of it.
Ok, that's all. Leave you now ok?

Bye bye xxx