Hi!

The third exam is done! Universal Literature... Oh dear! But I think that it went well, although I have lost nearly the whole breaktime!! How many times have I got to say it? Make shorter exams please!! I haven't really had breaktime since last Friday! This can't be...
Today, while my parents were taking down our house (as they do since Saturday), they found some tapes which I recorded with my best friend when we were kids. It was so funny to hear myself and Fiona with childish voices, saying things like "In a few minutes we're gonna start with the next programme" You know, we were playing that we were famous reporters and we made programmes like "The news" or "Formula 1" How embarrassing!! But it's also a very beautiful memory, don't you think? So, Faye (if you read this), we have to listen to it again ok?
I tell you, it's REALLY funny. We were so happy when we were younger... and we didn't have any problems or stress!
By the way, my parents also found a tape which we recorded in my first kindergarden in Germany. We don't talk much on this tape, we only sing some songs. But I've got a special part: at the beginning of one song I'm saying: "Ladies and gentleman the next song is..." I think that this was a very proud moment in my life. Today I've laughed a lot when I heard the cute voice I had with three years. It's amazing to see how fast we change, isn't it? It's really sad and frightened to see how fast time goes by...
Ok I have to leave you now, it's late and I have to be fit for tomorrow; 'cause I've got to do the fourth test for this week...


Bye bye xxx

Hi there,

Today it's Tuesday and I've done my second exam for this week. It was in Spanish and it was incredibly long, as usual. I didn't have time to finish it! I think teachers should calculate better the time we could need for the exam, nearly the whole class was still writing when the bell rang. (and we stayed about 10 minutes more!)
This afternoon I talked a lot with my parents, because they're making plannings to redecorate everything in our house. My mum is on holidays at the moment and that's why she uses her freetime to change everything at home. I'm a bit afraid when she gets this giant, bright eyes and tells me about all the things she wants to do.
I'm going to watch my favourite TV programme now. It's an american series and it's called "Desperate Housewives", maybe you know it. I don't watch much Tv at the moment, but no one can take this Tuesday evening programme from me ;-) Desperate Housewives is that kind of series that if you watch it one day you can never stop it. You always want to know how it continues, it's like an addiction.
The series talks about 4 different women living in the same neighbourhood, Wisteria Lane. Her best friend, Mary Alice Young, has killed herself because of a mysterious reason. From this moment on, the series tells us about the women's life They will slowly discover the resaons of Mary Alice's suicide and of strange and mysterious events which are taking place in their neighbourhood.
I know that it's probably not everyone's cup of tea but in my opinion it's an awesome programme and I love it! They're showing the second season at the moment, so it's getting even more interesting than before.
Ok I have to go now, it has just started!

Byyyyyyyyyeeee!!
xxx

The Final Countdown!


Hey!

Today it's already Monday and the "week of exams" has just begun. I know that these days will be very stressing for me because I've got an exam EVERY DAY! Buff... but after this week I'm sure that I'll feel much better, although I still have an exam next Monday. Students have such a sad life!
Today didn't happen much, it was just a usual and quite normal day.
I was thinking a lot about my future this weekend, and I'm asking myself questions on questions. Life can change so quickly and you're always worried if you take the correct decisions or if you've done something wrong. I'm notising that the last weeks have also ended extremly quickly and I haven't even had time to do all the things I had liked to.
I want to say that I'm not sure if I'll have a good life in future. I hope so, yes, but if I take the wrong decisons? If I study the wrong career? I mean, I trust in myself and I'm also quite self-confident but I'm worrying a lot about this... Well, maybe it's normal. Nobody knows what the future can bring us!
Ok after this kind of philosophic entry I'm going to leave you ok? xD
See you!

Hi there,

Oh today is such a wonderful day!!! It's just impossible to describe how happy I feel. The strangest thing is that I don't really know the reason for this happiness... I woke up this morning and I started the day as usual and I felt "normal", you know? like every day. But then at about 2 or 3 p.m. I started to feel incredibly happy and I felt like I could hug everyone, just from one minute to another! Maybe it's the age... ;-) Or this strange weather, I mean it's nearly December and I haven't worn my winter jacket yet. I think I haven't even taken it out of my cupboard... Yes, the world is slowly going crazy.
Yesterday evening was a complete success!! As I told you, we went to have dinner in a restaurant because of Claudia's birthday. It was quite special because she didn't know about anything and so she felt really surprised when she saw all her friends waiting for her. I wanna say thanks to Estela for organizing everything so well! Today I've heard that Jesse Metcalfe, the most handsome actor in the world, has split up with his girlfriend! Haha, now I can marry him when I travel to the USA in 5 years!! (...) I'm kidding ;-)
I was just watching a video from Nickelback, it's from their song "Savin' me" and it's awesome! It's actually one of the best music videos that I've ever seen. If you want to see it just click here but you have to watch the whole video to understand it's sense. It doesn't take a long time only 4 minutes. I really recomend it!

Byyyeeeee!!

Hi everybody!

There's nothing special to say today (Oh dear what a boring life!!) This morning I went to my tennis classes and I played for 4 hours or more, so I'm a bit tired now.
Yesterday the classes went very well, I think I'm improving a lot the last days! Our coaches told us today that next week we'll start with a tournament, I can't wait for it!
I was just looking at the calendar and I've seen that today it's exactly ONE MONTH to Christmas! How I love this Christmas days! It's everything so magical, don't you think? I believe most of the people are happy during the Xmas holidays. I mean Christmas means love and family and I simply love the whole atmosphere of these days.
I'll have to leave you in a few minutes because tonight I'm going out with some friends. We're going to have dinner in a restaurant in Empuriabrava and I'm sure we'll have a great time.
Ok then, so I'll go now. Bye bye!

Hi hi!

The truth is that I haven't got much time to write today, so this post won't be very long.
It's finally Friday and the Weekend is starting! I'm so happy that I can sleep a few hours more tomorrow... this getting up early every day is killing me XD.
So, what can I tell you today? I was just listening to one of my favourite songs from my favourite band: Nickelback! Oh, how I love their songs! Every song of them has got a special meaning and their lyrics are incredibly beautiful and full of real feelings. When you listen to their music you notice that every song is written with love and I feel identified with some of them. The best of their music is that they combine this feeling and passion with the sound of guitars and drums: just rock!!
I'm waiting for my friends to come to my house now and then we go to our tennis classes, like every Friday. Maybe after that we'll go out or something but we don't know yet. We use to decide everything spontanious.
So I have to leave you now, I don't know what to write more. I'm not very inspired today.
But I hang you a picture of Chad Kroeger in here. He's Nickelback's lead singer and also one of the guitar players.
He's got an amazing voice!!

Bye bye!

Hi there,

I've finally found time to write a new post! This week has been a bit stressing because we had a lot of work to do... We also had our first Philosphy exam for which we had to study a lot, thanks God it's done now.
But I don't want to talk about school! I need to disconnect!
Yesterday my sister called and we talked for a long time. I haven't seen her for long and I miss her very much. She lives in Munich with her boyfriend, well now it's her husband, and their little daughter Joanna. The girl is only three years old and she's so cute! I love her! She's very funny and she started to talk and to walk very early. I'm gonna show you you a picture of her. My mum says that I looked a lot like Joanna when I had her age. Hm.. maybe it's true ;-)
What else can I tell you..? Oh, my dad came back from Germany on Monday but he's only been there for one week, to check some things.
I think that I'll probably travel to Germany next Summer, but anyway I'm not sure yet. It eventually depends on money and time.
I would love to visit one of my best friends who lives in the city where I was born. I know her for nearly all my life because her family has always been very close to mine. I really admire this girl and her never ending optimism and happiness. She had many troubles in her life, although she's quite young, and she had always the strenght to continue. Thinking that I couldn't be with her while she had this terrible time makes me feel sad, 'cause I know that she has felt alone during years. Thanks God her life is changing now and she feels better as each day goes by.
To return to the main subject I was talking about, I will probably travel to Germany with Fiona! We've already travelled together a few years ago and it was a really funny trip so I would love to repeat it! Sadly there are still 7 months to Summer...
But hey, Christmas is also arriving and I can't wait for it!

See you!

Hi!

Today I've made a very important decision... I've split up with my boyfriend. It was very difficult for me because I hate to hurt someone's feelings, but I couldn't continue with him. I had thought about ending our relationship for months but I haven't had the courage to say anything until now. I thought about it again and again and today I saw that it makes no sense to continue hiding my feelings anymore.
On one side I feel quite better now but on the other side I feel very bad 'cause he got very sad and a bit angry. He told me to do what I want, that he doesn't care anymore about it.
Well that's life, isn't it? And my life goes on! In future I'll have to take thousands of important decisions more, so I shouldn't worry so much at the moment. I'm young and I have to make experiences!!
The rest of the days were in general very cool and funny. On Friday I laughed a lot in class with my friends and it was the first time since a lot of weeks that I had to cry while laughing.
On Friday I also went out with my best friends and some people from the tennis club. We first had dinner in a restaurant (delicious food!!) and then we went to a bar, were we spent a great night; we actually stayed there for very long. The next day I had to get up quite early for my tennis classes. I was so terribly tired!!
Teachers gave us our oral presentation videos. It's really strange to see yourself on the pc screen! I have to improve my body language for my next presentation...
Well that's all, I'm going to eat something now.
Bye!!